It's so easy to get caught up in all the bad parts of pregnancy. The constant sore pelvic region, the constantly having the pee, the flailing like a beached whale to get out of bed....it's been hard for me to get to know the little human inside of me. Sure he kicks and punches me around the same time everyday but he cant talk to me. He cant tell me how he's feeling, if he's comfy...or what his favorite show is. Right now he is an entity inside of me that I am trying my hardest to keep comfy until it's time for him to make his entrance.
In getting caught up in all the body changes it's hard to feel a connection with the little life inside of me. I talk and sing to him, but i cant see his smile or hear his cooing. I chide him for kicking my bladder 50 times a day but to no response. Well something little happened today that gave me one of my first "awww" moments.
I popped my back and it startled him and he jumped.
Yup...thats it. Something so simple made him a LITTLE more human to me....invisible to my eyes...growing inside me.
He then fell right back asleep. I'm hoping that was a glimpse into his personality...a laid back kid...
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